life, minus one

It has been a while since I last posted a blog entry. To my readers who personally know me, you know what's behind the gap. To those who don't, let me just say I had been (and still am) in a difficult time of my life. Death has once again caught me unprepared, turned my life upside down, and this time took someone really important from my life. I struggled and I am still struggling to accept the finality of things. But life must continue, and though I am not a believer of "putting it all behind" like some insensitive people insist we do (as if I only lost something replaceable and unimportant), I also know that I have to live the remainder of my life the best I can for the sake of people who are still with me. With fond, bittersweet memories always in my heart where ever I go, I will stand up and walk the rest of the road, as brave as I can, up to the finish line. In the end, he will be waiting, and he is going to be proud of me.